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I wonder a lot about the "why" of drugs. I too think modern, man-made drugs serve a much different purpose than "ancient" -- or simply natural is the distinction I would make -- drugs.

There's no question that modern, synthetic drugs are deeply sinister. I've known a lot of people before and after they got on SSRIs or other types of pharmaceutical Fuckitol; they more or less become zombies. Not dead, but not much alive either. Literally a type of undead. I suspect this is not a side effect, but an (or the) intended effect.

The question concerning ancient/natural drugs is much more interesting. I haven't done the more exotic ones you covered, but I've eaten a shit-ton of mushrooms back in the day, almost always before a long hike. They're certainly introspective, and it really is a surreal sort of "back-to-the-world" comedown afterward and the following day. At the time, I thought it was the most enlightening shit in the world and even still I think it was quite so -- I really would describe it as a sort of short-cut, a view behind the curtain, a chance at understanding things that may have otherwise taken much longer to come to.

That said, in hindsight I do see psychedelics differently than I did at the time. At the time I thought it was akin to diving into a sort of truth-stream, but I think the truth is it's more like emptying your cup and allowing it to be refilled by something else. I.e., I think psychedelics open a person up to *various* sorts of influences, not all of which are true or benevolent. For all the reported positives like ego-death, emerging more empathetic, etc., there is also a fairly common phenomenon of people on shrooms suddenly being convinced they can fly, only to jump to their deaths. That emptying the cup is, I suspect, a void that can be filled by good or evil.

For Heidegger, the very act of thinking is similar in that it involves both posing a question and foregoing all presuppositions. It is to ask a question and then wait -- in silence -- for an answer that may or may not come, without trying to chase or pin some or other answer down. It amounts to a letting come of what may be dealt out.

This humble questioning at the heart of thinking is, I think, similar in essence to psychedelics. But the most important part that Heidegger is at best ambiguous about is *to whom is the question asked?*

I think it is very important to be clear about to whom the question is asked in thinking, and likewise to be mindful of whom one empties their cup for and with what it may be filled. To use another analogy, if prayer is going to God and God alone, meditation is like putting out a distress call for anyone or anything in the vicinity. I think the same thing applies to psychedelics. While I'm quite sure God was looking out for the younger me tripping balls, I have no doubt that demons also view psychedelic use as an open door to influence people. Indeed, I suspect modern pharmaceuticals are *explicitly* aimed toward demons and demonic influence, given the prevalence of suicidal thoughts among their users and the fact that pretty much every mass shooter is on them. No shit, I wouldn't be surprised if there was some sort of satanic ritual involved in the manufacturing process.

In any case, I reckon the point of this wall-o-text is that in all things, and with mind-altering things especially, it is important to be very intentional about to whom one is making an appeal. Every time I hear someone mention "machine elves" I can't help but think they were talking to demons.

Dana Ray's avatar

I think earlier psychedelic experiences have contributed in part to expanding my brain - especially in the dream state. Sometimes I'm able to go back to a dream after partially awakening, and often my dreams are epic. These psychedelic experiences have perhaps enabled me to cope with the world I live in, which sometimes sets me apart from others as being different, which is ok by me. For me I call it the work-life balance.

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